First Snow

The first snow of the season came tonight around 10:00 PM.
Snowing night sky was pretty, and I remembered seeing it when I was young. When I was a younger child, I lived in a village with a mountain right in the front of my house so, when snowing, the village was changed entirely white and calm. It was a fantastic experience that I am coming to the ice kingdom of story books.
Now, I'm moved so couldn't that feeling. A few years ago, I don't like snows.
It is quite pretty but it will be dirt and icy soon.
Now, I cannot feel pure mind of that time. It seems to be sad a little to me.
Anyway,next day will be very cold so, I should wear warm.

Journal 9

             Yesterday, I met a high school girl friend, and we went to the Hangaram art gallery to watch pictures of National Geographic. We have a same interest about an environment and were worrying about an environment, so we were excited about pictures. There were many people because of on the weekend, so the inside was very hot although the outside was cold, and was a little confused. We expected to appreciate pictures having enough afforded but there wasn't that, so we were unpleasant, but it has shown good to me because many people are interested in an environment of the earth. Pictures of there were plants, animals, and things about the environment of earth and those were very nice and better than my thought. There were a lot of strange animals that I never knew, for example, Africa’s giant rhinoceroses, colorful snails, and sea creatures and so on. There were also impressed pictures that environment of many places; especially; canyon of America, a salt desert, and the starry beautiful sky of Finland and Aurora scenery were very impressed of me. After watching, I thought that there were so many kinds of wonderful things of the earth environment, and I have lived for years without appreciate about it. There were some passages; Treat the earth well. It was not given to you your parents and we borrow it from our children. We should remember those passages and safe these wonderful environments and have to be appreciated for air, water, soil, such as those given to us and know about environmental disruption, and what happens around us.

Journal 8

My club’s performance completly ends on last Friday. I was so happy this truth and felt so comfortable, free and until now, thia feeling keeps going on. My club’s members include me perform at the gym of sports leisure magor, but it was not original planned situation. We have practiced outside besides the Nanhyangguan , so I was nervous and worried about my dance and acting because of a different place. Actually, my acting had a small weight about the whole performance but I had to cause to people to laught at me so I was nervous. I did acting about blind man who cause to give birth to a baby for a woman. In this performance, I could feel really blind person because a mask with my face slipped down and everyone was laught because of my realistic acting. After the performance, we and another university members did dance together and I was moved to it and felt a sense of belonging. The performance was so great because all of members did well and specially acts were great and the music performance was good. Expecially, a master of Korean traditional dance and musical instruments played the traditional instrument called Taepyungso and it was so fantastic! I’ve been annoyed and upset about a practice of performance in last 3 weeks, so this ends was a lot of meaning to me. Although the practing was so hard to do and difficult, I was happy and great with them and it was fabulous time.

Journal 7

On thesedays, I stucked to many work and under the stress because my club’s activity. On Friday, this weekend, I am going to perform with my club’s members in Sungshin, so we doing hard traning. After hard traning, I went to home at nignt and even Saturdays and Sundays, I had to go school. To be honesty, I don’t like go to school, expecially on weekends. When I wake up in morning, I am really tired and all of my body is hurt so I was very hard to go to school and couldn’t listnen to lecture in the morning. I was shamed and upset about my situation. I don’t want to things about my life are controled not clearly and I wasn’t alright the thight scheduled days. In now, I really want to be free and I want to get my own free time about my work to do. I was upset about practice and things about under my situation but all the things that I have to do is my choices and my rights. I think that I really tired and busy on thesedays, but it will be okay soon so I have to put forth my strength. There is a famous saying that Enjoy it if it’s unavoidable. My opinion is same on it and   if all the things that have to do are teated clearly, my feeling will be great. The perform is end on Friday, so, i n this meening, I don’t give up and cheer up!

Journal 6

These days, I am trying to practice a mask dance very hard. My club members perform the mask dance soon. It will be held in 19^th November in Sungshin. So, all of members are practice very hard. I can’t that dance well so I am worry about it. Also today I practiced at out club room. I’m terribly couldn’t remember those of actions. I was like fool. Everything was hard to explain using my body. Until now, those are fresh in my memory. Anyway we’ve practiced every night after school at club’s room. Whenever I practice it, I was so tired and sleepy. I just hope that I want to go home. In my mind, I said that please let me go right now. Actions were so difficult and my body was tough. Especially my thighs so hurts me. As if I did squat 100 times. After practice, we ate dinner all together. Senior cooked rice and others brought many dishes from home. We ate rice with many dishes. In fact, it’s taste not good. But I was so hungry because of dance, so I ate too much. After dinner, we practiced again and again. I was dancing in a sweat even cold weather. It is absolutely tired, unpleasant, difficult thing but maybe it remains precious memory in my head. All of members take pains because of me. But they didn’t angry of my mistakes so I was sorry and thank them for all of things they did for me.

Journal 5

On Saturday, I took a rest all day long with TV. I always watch TV every Saturday. I love watching TV and the most favorite program is Moohandojeon. It was the day to broadcast Moohandojeon. So I watched it last Saturday. I think, it is the best funny and having deep moved program in the world. The story was that six members had to come one memorable place. There were no hints, no clues. Places were Namsan, Yeouido Park, Jangchunggym, and so on. They kept crossed each other. I was impatient. In my mind, I kept shout. 'No way, not there! Please go Namsan!' Finally, almost 10 hours after, they were all together. But there was not Namsan. So I upset. I couldn't understand why they gathered at Yeouido Park. In this program, members are strange and funny. At first, especially, I thought Noh Hongcheol was crazy. He looks like mad guy. Still, I thought he's crazy a little. But I like him because he is so funny and talented. I want to be eloquent speaker like him. These days, people say that Jeong Hyeongdon is very fun and called Crazy Presence. I like this word. It is so funny thing. On the internet, there are lots of things, parodies, about it. Sure, I found them too. Among them, about Crazy Presence was so fun. It’s really fun. Oh, I truly love this program. I hope this program lasts forever. I think, even if I become grandmother, I'll never forget this program.

Journal 4

             I don't feel so good today. Yesterday, I was very sick due to abdominal pain. Maybe it was due to stress. I guess something makes me feel bad or I'm under stress, my stomach hurts. Now is the midterm. So I am under the pressure. Besides, assignments, reports are very stressful to do. To be honest, I have not been studied. But it is rather more stress. I have been studied until I graduated a high school. So now I want to be free to test. When I was high school student, I thought, I will play a lot and I will travel many places and I will study something really wanted if I'm in University. But these days, I have nothing special things and University life is so boring, dry, and tired. Furthermore I don't want to do something hard. But the other person seems to be hard and actively. Because of this atmosphere I cannot help doing something hard. So I am very depressed and irritated. I am not a fast girl. It means I'm not quick to do something and when I do something, I really contemplate. Even now, this writing is so hard. Anyway, In my opinion, Korea's education system is wrong. It's bad. Everybody should be harder to success and happy, but almost is not happy. It is irony. Whether Korea or foreign country, test is required. But it should be enjoy to study. We should go to University, but that is just a tool for success. Because of this, as I stressed, someone also be stressed. That is a big problem.