Journal 4

             I don't feel so good today. Yesterday, I was very sick due to abdominal pain. Maybe it was due to stress. I guess something makes me feel bad or I'm under stress, my stomach hurts. Now is the midterm. So I am under the pressure. Besides, assignments, reports are very stressful to do. To be honest, I have not been studied. But it is rather more stress. I have been studied until I graduated a high school. So now I want to be free to test. When I was high school student, I thought, I will play a lot and I will travel many places and I will study something really wanted if I'm in University. But these days, I have nothing special things and University life is so boring, dry, and tired. Furthermore I don't want to do something hard. But the other person seems to be hard and actively. Because of this atmosphere I cannot help doing something hard. So I am very depressed and irritated. I am not a fast girl. It means I'm not quick to do something and when I do something, I really contemplate. Even now, this writing is so hard. Anyway, In my opinion, Korea's education system is wrong. It's bad. Everybody should be harder to success and happy, but almost is not happy. It is irony. Whether Korea or foreign country, test is required. But it should be enjoy to study. We should go to University, but that is just a tool for success. Because of this, as I stressed, someone also be stressed. That is a big problem.